心情低落时期..

                           

                            人的心靈,昰隻被囚禁的鳥.
                            伱跳起舞,   祂便會唱起歌.            
               





                                    

                                  Two a.m. and the rain is falling
                             Here we are at the cross roads once again
                               You re telling me you re so confused
                                     You can t make up your mind
                                 This is meant to be you re asking me
                                           But only love can say
                                         Try again or walk away
                                     But I believe for you and me
                                         The sun will shine one day
                                           So I ll just play me part
                                 And pray you ll have a change of heart
                                   But I can t make you see it through
                                   That s something only love can do
                                   In your arm as the dawn is breaking
                               Face to face and a thousand mines apart
                                  I ve tried my best to make you see
                                     There s hope beyond the pain
                                If we give enough if we learn to trust
                                     
                                         But only  love  can  say
                                         Try  again or walk away
                                         But I believe for you and me
                                         The sun will    shine one day
                                         So I ll just play me part
                                         And pray you ll have a change of heart
                                         But I can t make you see it through
                                         That s something only love can do
                                         know if I could find the words
                                         To touch you deep inside
                                         You d give our dream         
                                         just one more chance
                                         Don t let this be our goodbye
                                         But only love can say
                                        Try again or walk away
                                        But I believe for you and me
                                        The sun will shine one day
                                        So I ll just play me part
                                       And pray you ll have a change of heart
                                       But I can t make you see it through
                                                          That s something only love can do
                                                          That s something only love can do
                                                                                                 

静说,
                   我们都是看不到未来的孩子.

我总是太恋旧.过去的事情总会念念的忘记不掉.原以为用这种奢侈的生活就可以忘记以前的以前..

生病了,不严重.躺在床上一整天,贪婪的听着歌. 不想起身.发现自己是懒了许多.


想睡觉,却睡不着.想着一些若有若无的东西.原以为过去了的东西不会在记起.因为我一直在以我
认为最轻松的方式存在以为自己告诉自己是我快乐的,就会快乐着.

想起了那段快乐的日子.记忆虽然已经支离破碎的.,却依然让我狠狠的疼了下. 我为自己悲哀..


拿起一根烟.想起医生和我说过. 我扁桃体肿的厉害.不要吃辛辣食品.不要吸烟.我真的很乖.遵循
医生的嘱咐.放下了烟,然后津津有味的吃掉了半袋子的小熊饼.吃着吃着就想起了我的童年.  那
个时候,..爷爷还在。。

家里没人.肚子饿了.下床想煮面吃..又记起现在都在提倡抵抗日货.自从上次吃完最后一包日清面
以后我就没在买过面了.因为我讨厌吃康师傅..  

跑到楼下的便利店里，蓦的发现多出了很多东西..不对,是很多很多..我问收银台的那个张着苦瓜
脸的女人,是不上了新货.他冷冷的丢出一个字.就把我郁闷了,我想应该是我年纪大了,眼睛花了吧..
记得走出便利店的时候只买了一罐奶.一串贡丸.说真的.我曾打算把身上所有的钱全买吃的..


我只是觉得我越来越肤浅. 应该还有救吧.不至于堕入膏肓吧.至少我还很乖.每天早晨7点前起床.
晚上十二点前入睡.

我只是觉得自己越来越落寞..应该能挽回的吧. 但是我为什么会感觉自己一个人发傻的的时候会
莫名的幸福.

我没有奢望在我的生命线上增加长度.我只是希望能够增加它的厚度.仅此.仅此而已/..

噢.还有.突然记起.去便利店买东西的时候好象我只带了5块钱. 嗯.是5块..

                       我笑着受伤,你却不知道.

一整天,迷迷糊糊过着,不停的看着手机.希望接到你的短信.
有时候真的不知道自己会哪里做错.
突然觉得一天过的好慢.好无聊.进了冒险岛也不知道做什么.
挂着机器.,看着屏幕发呆.
就这样等一天,等你回来.
原来生活已经被定格了.没有你原来我快乐不起来.



 
        宝贝,请不要和我说你不在乎我对你的感受,因为我很在乎你的感受.